Maybe I should have titled this 'I Saw the Sign' ?
Life has been rather uneventful here as of late. It's the same tune: wake up, go to work, cook, clean, sleep, and repeat. Grendal and I have been wearing out due to it. He's having trouble with work due to some racism. It isn't directed at him in the slightest but it's remarks that have been upsetting him and the company he works for hasn't done a thing about it. There isn't a day he comes home that he comments he nearly walked out. Luckily he's in the process of throwing applications at the business world and we're crossing our fingers that something positive happens.
As for me, work is work. Nothing spectacular in the Deli world of major super markets. As a peon I have little say in what happens, and when I do point things out the higher ups in the store look at me like I'm a loon. Unfortunately my job out look is less impressive than Grendal's. I am some what limited to what's within reasonable walking distance of the home, especially with winter slowly creeping in. For now I have to suck it up and hope that I don't insult one of said higher ups.
What about the title of this post? Ah, yes. Recently I've been wanting to do something more with my tarot cards and possibly expanding other things through that. This thought has kinda been put out in the universe and I've asked Odin and any other deity for some help or the like. I had an old friend contact me through facebook asking if I still do readings. I said yes and explained that we'll set something up. It never happened, more my fault than anything else. There went that chance. Nothing else happened and, to be honest, I kinda forgot about what I had wanted.
Last weekend when Grendal picked me up from work he seemed a little frantic. He told me 'Get in the car, we gotta go.' This was strange because we didn't have anything happening that day so there was no need to be in any sort of hurry, plus earlier he wanted me to remind him that there was something we had to talk about. Apparently what ever was happening superseded that talk. When we drove down to the bank(approximately a block from the house) he was looking over the trees and grumbling. Saying something about not being able to see anything. Grendal wouldn't tell me what was going on and there I was trying to see if there was some nifty clouds floating along. There wasn't.
The closer we got to our street the more I noticed some swallows flying about. We usually don't have swallows hanging around the area, especially so early in the day. So we pull into the driveway and over the property there was damn near 20 swallows swooping about and countless HUGE dragonflies doing their thing. Grendal explained that there had been a whole lot more than what I was seeing, dragonfly wise. It was pretty amazing, even if I didn't see the whole shebang.
What did Grendal need to talk to me about, though? Turns out his mother and father's church is in desperate need of mediums, fortune tellers, etc. They belong to the Spiritual Church, which is neat in it's own right but nothing for Grendal and I. His mother was wondering if I'd be interested in doing readings. I was a little nervous with the thought. I mean, first and foremost I am a Heathen. My gods are many and they are dear to me. With the Spiritualist Church, they believe in Spirit/God. A single deity has never sat well with me, something that I've trace back to my childhood without any explanation. I don't want to anger my deities and enter a place of worship where I might upset the followers there due to my own path.
Grendal's mother said our differing faiths wouldn't matter. All I would be there for would be expanding my ability to read and other things. The only time they had to be particular about their beliefs was during their sermons or whatever they call them. I was still leery with the idea, but I was beginning to remember that I wanted this chance. Maybe it was another push? N'aw. Besides, there are times when I hear Grendal's parents and elder sister talk about their faith and it seems rather hokey. Not to mention, too close to the Christian faith for my own comfort.
I told her I'd think about it, which she was thankful for. A little while later I went to our computer and decided to see who/what was connected to dragonflies. I don't know why I did so. Maybe it was due to the fact that there had been so many of them around and that throughout my time in this home, as well as Grendal's, there has never been anything like what had been seen.
Turns out dragonflies are associated with Freyja. She is very much associated with Seiðr, and for teaching Odin in those ways. I think I was given one hel of a sign that I can't ignore.
And I didn't.
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Friday, September 6, 2013
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
Tarot Card of the Day!
Deck: Viking Tarot
Today's Card: Knight of Wands
Meaning: Waiting for and/or receiving a 'sign'. Divining. A turning point, changing of ways.
Thoughts: This seems to correlate with my reading yesterday. More waiting and a possible sign or indication of something 'major'. With our car being out of commission for the time being I walked to work, which is what I really needed. Cool day, lovely breeze, and the sun shining. Not to mention the trees and shrubs were growing wild on the bike path making for lovely scenery. I had music on and was trying to chat with Odin. Music on shuffle played two songs back to back that seemed to shed light on stuff.
To put things plainly, it was my way of crying out that while I can be a pain and doubtful I want and need not only Odin's company and companionship but the others as well. The next song was the response, saying that He was with me despite all the confusion and tears. I will even go as far as saying I felt something, a presence and a fatherly caress.
I usually don't read much into these sorts of things. I know there are some people doing shufflemancy right now and it seems to be the new thing to try. While curious I never really bothered but I was shown otherwise I suppose.
Today's Card: Knight of Wands
Thoughts: This seems to correlate with my reading yesterday. More waiting and a possible sign or indication of something 'major'. With our car being out of commission for the time being I walked to work, which is what I really needed. Cool day, lovely breeze, and the sun shining. Not to mention the trees and shrubs were growing wild on the bike path making for lovely scenery. I had music on and was trying to chat with Odin. Music on shuffle played two songs back to back that seemed to shed light on stuff.
To put things plainly, it was my way of crying out that while I can be a pain and doubtful I want and need not only Odin's company and companionship but the others as well. The next song was the response, saying that He was with me despite all the confusion and tears. I will even go as far as saying I felt something, a presence and a fatherly caress.
I usually don't read much into these sorts of things. I know there are some people doing shufflemancy right now and it seems to be the new thing to try. While curious I never really bothered but I was shown otherwise I suppose.
I would like to throw this out there, though I'm not sure how many readers I actually have. If you'd like a tarot reading, I am willing to provide(to a certain extent) without charge. Why no charge? I am getting to know this deck and I would feel bad giving an inaccurate reading while asking for money. If my original deck was still in play I would charge because those guys were spot on but they needed to retire after being in use for over 10 years.
So yes, readings are available!
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Tuesday, July 23, 2013
Tarot Card of the Day!
Thought I should do this to get to know my deck a bit better and to generally flex my muscles, so to say. These are MY interpretations from this deck. I've tossed aside the little manual that comes with it and never looked back. I'm just seeing and reading what the cards are presenting.
My deck: Viking Tarot
Today's card: Queen of Chalices (may post picture in a later edit)
Meaning: Waiting for someone, feeling alone. A return. Something on the horizon.
Thoughts: I think this may be in reference to myself and my waiting for something from the gods. It seems like at certain times I am out of flux and I make a mad scramble for a connection. Last night there was a major storm and I took it as a sign that there is change in the air. Either way, I'm being told to be patient.
My deck: Viking Tarot
Today's card: Queen of Chalices (may post picture in a later edit)
Meaning: Waiting for someone, feeling alone. A return. Something on the horizon.
Thoughts: I think this may be in reference to myself and my waiting for something from the gods. It seems like at certain times I am out of flux and I make a mad scramble for a connection. Last night there was a major storm and I took it as a sign that there is change in the air. Either way, I'm being told to be patient.
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Friday, April 5, 2013
Of Wights, Mead, and Bike Rides
I had my first bike ride of the season/year yesterday. Rather than burden someone for a ride to work I had Grendal look over the bike the night before to make sure everything was good. After decking myself out in a backpack, a leather jacket, gloves, and a scarf, I was off. While it's only a 15 minute-ish ride it is still kinda chilly in the mornings, so that sort of bundling up was needed. It was nice to ride again. My legs disagreed with me by the end of the day but I loved it. Set me off to a good start too. Healthy sort of breakfast, after ride munch, and a nice salad with an avocado(with a side of yogurt and some blah bread pudding) for lunch! While I may not need to drop any fat, I do need to tone up in general. Though, I don't think my legs need the work. A couple years of martial arts and hula mixed kinda does that to the legs. It's my stomach and upper body that need to shape up. So, it looks like yoga and what not for that.
The mead should be reaching the point of racking. This also means that Grendal and I need to figure out what fruits we're putting in for half the batch. He knows he wants blackberry and cherry, while I'm kinda leaning towards apples and strawberries. If we stick with those, that just leaves two more that are undecided. Who knows. The book I have (The Compleat Meadmaker) suggests a couple of different fruits to use so I may stick with that.
I've been bothering Grendal with the idea of coming up with names for our different meads because, well, I'm hoping we continue to make it and possibly make it for others. I suggested 'Allfather' for the classic mead, which he responded with 'The Allfather's Eye Drops'. I think I can compromise with 'The Allfather's Eye' and we both can be happy. I also had the idea of doing a mixed berry version in hopes that it's yummy and call it 'The Bifrost'. And while Grendal doesn't like carbonation, I think he liked the idea of a sparkling mead to be known as 'Mimir's Well.' I do know the apple version will have some reference to Idunna and we joked about a really red mead being a reference to Tyr, though I wonder if that would be in bad taste.
Speaking of the happenings of the past few days, Grendal and I had a little 'spook' moment the other night. Now, we have a tendency to misplace our combs. He blames it on me and while I misplace it more often then he does, I'm not the only one to blame. Anyway, we had lost our good one a few weeks ago and no amount of cleaning seemed to help. Hell, we cleaned rather well because we had a friend showing up and NOTHING! Well, the other day I came home to find our combs lying together on the bed. Of course I figured this meant Grendal had found it and was showing me as such while he was at work. So, I just put it over with the brush we had and left it at that. Later that night he goes to brush his hair with the comb and the following happened:
Grendal- Where did you find the good comb?
Me- It was just laying next to your pillow. I thought you put it there.
Grendal- Uh, no.
Me- What? *skeptical stare* You're not shitting me, are you?
Grendal- You're not shitting me?
Me- *stare*
Grendal- *stare*
Usually by this point one of us would confess to the other if we had been fooling around. I have a tendency to be easily duped in certain situations and was honestly expecting Grendal to be all 'Haha, fooled you' yet there wasn't such a response. He just had an uneasy look on his face and I went downstairs to do whatever it was I was going to do.
We've had spirits (both nice and grumpy) in the house before, but they seemed to either have quieted down or moved on over the years. While I do believe in the little folk, we've never had an indication of them being around. With my increased work in the world of Asatru I've begun offering foods to the Land Wights in the area. It made me wonder if I have a House Wight and they're making themselves known by doing such a thing. I'll set up another offering dish for the House Wight on the off chance we have one. Maybe that will make the atmosphere in the house a little more happy.
The mead should be reaching the point of racking. This also means that Grendal and I need to figure out what fruits we're putting in for half the batch. He knows he wants blackberry and cherry, while I'm kinda leaning towards apples and strawberries. If we stick with those, that just leaves two more that are undecided. Who knows. The book I have (The Compleat Meadmaker) suggests a couple of different fruits to use so I may stick with that.
I've been bothering Grendal with the idea of coming up with names for our different meads because, well, I'm hoping we continue to make it and possibly make it for others. I suggested 'Allfather' for the classic mead, which he responded with 'The Allfather's Eye Drops'. I think I can compromise with 'The Allfather's Eye' and we both can be happy. I also had the idea of doing a mixed berry version in hopes that it's yummy and call it 'The Bifrost'. And while Grendal doesn't like carbonation, I think he liked the idea of a sparkling mead to be known as 'Mimir's Well.' I do know the apple version will have some reference to Idunna and we joked about a really red mead being a reference to Tyr, though I wonder if that would be in bad taste.
Speaking of the happenings of the past few days, Grendal and I had a little 'spook' moment the other night. Now, we have a tendency to misplace our combs. He blames it on me and while I misplace it more often then he does, I'm not the only one to blame. Anyway, we had lost our good one a few weeks ago and no amount of cleaning seemed to help. Hell, we cleaned rather well because we had a friend showing up and NOTHING! Well, the other day I came home to find our combs lying together on the bed. Of course I figured this meant Grendal had found it and was showing me as such while he was at work. So, I just put it over with the brush we had and left it at that. Later that night he goes to brush his hair with the comb and the following happened:
Grendal- Where did you find the good comb?
Me- It was just laying next to your pillow. I thought you put it there.
Grendal- Uh, no.
Me- What? *skeptical stare* You're not shitting me, are you?
Grendal- You're not shitting me?
Me- *stare*
Grendal- *stare*
Usually by this point one of us would confess to the other if we had been fooling around. I have a tendency to be easily duped in certain situations and was honestly expecting Grendal to be all 'Haha, fooled you' yet there wasn't such a response. He just had an uneasy look on his face and I went downstairs to do whatever it was I was going to do.
We've had spirits (both nice and grumpy) in the house before, but they seemed to either have quieted down or moved on over the years. While I do believe in the little folk, we've never had an indication of them being around. With my increased work in the world of Asatru I've begun offering foods to the Land Wights in the area. It made me wonder if I have a House Wight and they're making themselves known by doing such a thing. I'll set up another offering dish for the House Wight on the off chance we have one. Maybe that will make the atmosphere in the house a little more happy.
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Sunday, March 31, 2013
Quick Early Morning Blurb
I meant to post this last night but seeing how I have an early shift, I decided to go to bed early.
Anyway, placed a nice bit of food on the altar last night after a family gathering. Haven't done that in a bit and was feeling bad for not doing so. Soon after I take Yuko out to do her thing. I immediately see a crow perch itself in a tree at the edge of the property. Now, I haven't seen the crows in a week so this was a pleasant surprise. Especially when the other shows up soon after. It may have just been a coincidence but it didn't feel like it. :)
Anyway, placed a nice bit of food on the altar last night after a family gathering. Haven't done that in a bit and was feeling bad for not doing so. Soon after I take Yuko out to do her thing. I immediately see a crow perch itself in a tree at the edge of the property. Now, I haven't seen the crows in a week so this was a pleasant surprise. Especially when the other shows up soon after. It may have just been a coincidence but it didn't feel like it. :)
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
30 Days of Devotion: Day 29 & 30
Any interesting or unusual UPG to share?
No, actually. I'm not saying that I don't want to share but I don't have much in the way of interesting UPGs. Since I'm still kinda floundering through this whole thing, I don't know what to bring forth in this situation. I do know, though, that I'll probably cover such things in future posts when they arise.
Any suggestions for others just starting to learn about this deity?
Read the myths and legends, listen to what others have to say about their interactions with Odin, and hear him out. I've said this time and again: most people see Odin as a harsh deity. Very manly and war-like. For some reason he came to me more as teacher and someone I was to journey with. He has many aspects in the myths and legends, and it shows when you approach each other. Have an open mind when dealing with him. Odin has much to teach to those who are willing but you may have to wait. I know I did.
No, actually. I'm not saying that I don't want to share but I don't have much in the way of interesting UPGs. Since I'm still kinda floundering through this whole thing, I don't know what to bring forth in this situation. I do know, though, that I'll probably cover such things in future posts when they arise.
Any suggestions for others just starting to learn about this deity?
Read the myths and legends, listen to what others have to say about their interactions with Odin, and hear him out. I've said this time and again: most people see Odin as a harsh deity. Very manly and war-like. For some reason he came to me more as teacher and someone I was to journey with. He has many aspects in the myths and legends, and it shows when you approach each other. Have an open mind when dealing with him. Odin has much to teach to those who are willing but you may have to wait. I know I did.
Monday, March 4, 2013
30 Days of Devotion: Day 27 & 28
Worst misconception about this deity that you have encountered?
I suppose the obvious one is the all war and misogynistic aspect of Odin. While Odin has an aspect of war, it's not all encompassing. I also never got a misogynistic feel or view of him. Odin seems very aloof, at least to me right now. If you wish to worship him, he would accept you without concern of your gender and demand the same from me as he would of you. He goes to see a seeress/prophetess without qualm and has learned magic from Frigga. Why would he seek out such information only to 'spit' on those who were his teachers? Odin won't come out and say he favors one gender over the other, and I think those old tales paint him in such a way that isn't favorable to some. It is up to the person to go out and learn whether or not these are true.
Something you wish you knew about this deity but don’t currently.
How to REALLY stay in contact with him. I've stated before that I'm not fit for god spouse status but I do want to work with Odin more often and in a close way. I see him as a teacher and would love to take an apprenticeship(best thing I can think of) with him. His responses to me and ways of watching are through my own thoughts at him and the birds I hear and see through out the day. Since my job keeps me far away from doors and windows, though, I can't see them during my shift and all seems quiet.
I suppose I just have to keep working at this.
I suppose the obvious one is the all war and misogynistic aspect of Odin. While Odin has an aspect of war, it's not all encompassing. I also never got a misogynistic feel or view of him. Odin seems very aloof, at least to me right now. If you wish to worship him, he would accept you without concern of your gender and demand the same from me as he would of you. He goes to see a seeress/prophetess without qualm and has learned magic from Frigga. Why would he seek out such information only to 'spit' on those who were his teachers? Odin won't come out and say he favors one gender over the other, and I think those old tales paint him in such a way that isn't favorable to some. It is up to the person to go out and learn whether or not these are true.
Something you wish you knew about this deity but don’t currently.
How to REALLY stay in contact with him. I've stated before that I'm not fit for god spouse status but I do want to work with Odin more often and in a close way. I see him as a teacher and would love to take an apprenticeship(best thing I can think of) with him. His responses to me and ways of watching are through my own thoughts at him and the birds I hear and see through out the day. Since my job keeps me far away from doors and windows, though, I can't see them during my shift and all seems quiet.
I suppose I just have to keep working at this.
Saturday, March 2, 2013
30 Days of Devotion: Day 26
How has your relationship with this deity changed over time?
Oh my relationship has changed greatly. Odin is no longer a deity that is just kinda there and I kinda sorta pay homage to him. Odin is the one I turn my thoughts to and the one I put most of my energy out to. He watches over me in his way, making sure that I know he listens and that he sees me through the sighting of his birds.
I am nothing like a 'god phone' or one of those people who has constant contact with their deity. I've read posts by others who see deities constantly, have those long conversations, and so much more. I am not fit to be a godspouse (I am honestly a little frightened by the idea, I love my Grendal).
I have opened up communication with Odin through my thoughts and offerings. I think shedding the neediness that I had and the constant want of validation has helped. I have grown in my relationship and it is for the better.
Oh my relationship has changed greatly. Odin is no longer a deity that is just kinda there and I kinda sorta pay homage to him. Odin is the one I turn my thoughts to and the one I put most of my energy out to. He watches over me in his way, making sure that I know he listens and that he sees me through the sighting of his birds.
I am nothing like a 'god phone' or one of those people who has constant contact with their deity. I've read posts by others who see deities constantly, have those long conversations, and so much more. I am not fit to be a godspouse (I am honestly a little frightened by the idea, I love my Grendal).
I have opened up communication with Odin through my thoughts and offerings. I think shedding the neediness that I had and the constant want of validation has helped. I have grown in my relationship and it is for the better.
Friday, March 1, 2013
30 Days of Devotion: 23, 24, & 25
Yes, I missed one more day then usual. -_-; Worked until early
evening yesterday and when I came home my two youngest nieces were here.
All I wanted to do was hide. Anyway, on with it!
Your own composition – a piece of writing about or for this deity
Um, very iffy about sharing my work but I'll do it. This is very much a work in progress but this novel, when it gets finished, will be dedicated to Odin and even features him and the rest of Norse pantheon.
That's all I got for that bit.
A time when this deity has helped you.
I get a lot of help when I'm trying to center myself and calm down, as weird as that sounds. Whenever I'm feeling down I either hear or see a few crows, which lifts my spirits right rather instantly. There have been no specific moments when there was something huge and Odin was there to aide me. I think he wants me to do it on my own and he'll keep a protective watch over me. And as much as that may annoy me, I think it's for the best. Being dependent and constantly asking for help would defeat the purpose of growing.
A time when this deity has refused to help.
Like I mentioned above, it seems often that I don't get much 'help'. I don't think I am nor do I want to be one of those people who say/think 'If it didn't happen, then (insert deity here) didn't mean for it to be.' Looking back on some of the things I've asked for help on, they were all pretty damn petty. The only one that may not have been was asking for some help on a job interview. That didn't pan out but looking at my current situation I think working with a certain person will probably train me to be a bit more calm and keep my emotions in check when it comes to annoying people. That and trying to bribe a deity isn't the best idea in the world. I got some bad habits that I'm breaking in that regard, don't judge me.
Your own composition – a piece of writing about or for this deity
Um, very iffy about sharing my work but I'll do it. This is very much a work in progress but this novel, when it gets finished, will be dedicated to Odin and even features him and the rest of Norse pantheon.
Harald looked down at the homeless man. He recognized him, remembered the tattered clothes and the distant look in his visible eye. The man didn't seem to notice any of them standing beside him, more intent at looking at the ruins of the temple district.
"This is him."
Erik cocked an eyebrow and looked between the homeless man and Harald. "Him? Are you certain?"
"Why would the Allfather choose to be homeless?" Vanessa snorted.
"He is a wanderer. He must have been traveling when the others began to sleep and when his own identity and powers slumbered." Harald sat beside the man and followed his gaze, "Isn't that right, Vofuth?"
The man looked at Harald out of the corner of his eye, for once seeming to focus on him, but said nothing.
Harald smiled; that was all he needed. "Give me the drinking horn."
Vanessa hesitated, finally relinquishing the horn when Harald held out his hand.
"This is for you," Harald whispered, holding the horn before the man. "Drink deep."
Those gnarled hands shook as they took hold of the horn......
That's all I got for that bit.
A time when this deity has helped you.
I get a lot of help when I'm trying to center myself and calm down, as weird as that sounds. Whenever I'm feeling down I either hear or see a few crows, which lifts my spirits right rather instantly. There have been no specific moments when there was something huge and Odin was there to aide me. I think he wants me to do it on my own and he'll keep a protective watch over me. And as much as that may annoy me, I think it's for the best. Being dependent and constantly asking for help would defeat the purpose of growing.
A time when this deity has refused to help.
Like I mentioned above, it seems often that I don't get much 'help'. I don't think I am nor do I want to be one of those people who say/think 'If it didn't happen, then (insert deity here) didn't mean for it to be.' Looking back on some of the things I've asked for help on, they were all pretty damn petty. The only one that may not have been was asking for some help on a job interview. That didn't pan out but looking at my current situation I think working with a certain person will probably train me to be a bit more calm and keep my emotions in check when it comes to annoying people. That and trying to bribe a deity isn't the best idea in the world. I got some bad habits that I'm breaking in that regard, don't judge me.
Wednesday, February 27, 2013
And on a personal note....
I know, I know. I have the time to do a another day's devotional to Odin but I haven't really written anything regarding me here in days. So, it's time for the obligatory update! :D
Finally got my federal tax return in and was so happy seeing my account hit the 1k mark. It's been years since that happened. Sadly that didn't last long. Not that it went to something bad. It actually went to Grendal's Utilikilt for the wedding!! He should have it by next week and then begins the battle of making sure he fits and doesn't wear it constantly before our wedding date. That and I think I need to start bothering his mother to begin my dress. :I
Speaking of wedding stuff, we still have to figure out invitations and food and all of that. I feel like I'm going nuts with the whole thing and June is inching closer and closer. We decided to just to get the roast pig rather than full catering and then running to Sam's Club for the extra vittles. Seems reasonable enough.
Works been slowly crawling by and Grendal is chugging through his class. He's talking in positive ways, referring to the railway job as if he already has it and he's gotten me to do the same thing. Positive thinking all around in that regard. Figured with that job I could cut back on my hours at work and focus on home stuff. I don't think I could actually function without a job, becoming nothing more than a bump on log in no time. Grendal has planned things out in regards to that. For the first year we save his paychecks as much as possible and then, with hope, purchase some property. There is a nice little blue house next to his parents' place that we've been eying and, with all the luck in the world, it should be vacant still and ready to purchase. Another year of living with his parents', and saving up some more, we should have enough money to tears down the existing house and hire someone to build something to our designs. Something akin to Tumbleweed Homes and all that. Energy efficient, a garden of our own, and a fenced in area for Yuko to run around without being leashed. And, if we can work things out, chickens but that has to do with possible zoning and laws.
In the meantime, though, I've been making myself sad by eyeballing acreage and farmland for sale on different sites. It's our big dream to move a little more north and homestead. Grendal doesn't think I have it in me but I know I do. Seriously, 10 years ago I would have been more than happy living in a city(not a big one). After being with Grendal and living in this township/village, I don't think I could move back to the area my parents are in. It's too crowded. And don't even get me started on Chicago(oh the smell).
When all is said and done, things look rather good. I have some rants in the back of my head about our current situation thanks to some people, but that will be saved for another possible post. Besides, I don't want to kill my good mood.
Finally got my federal tax return in and was so happy seeing my account hit the 1k mark. It's been years since that happened. Sadly that didn't last long. Not that it went to something bad. It actually went to Grendal's Utilikilt for the wedding!! He should have it by next week and then begins the battle of making sure he fits and doesn't wear it constantly before our wedding date. That and I think I need to start bothering his mother to begin my dress. :I
Speaking of wedding stuff, we still have to figure out invitations and food and all of that. I feel like I'm going nuts with the whole thing and June is inching closer and closer. We decided to just to get the roast pig rather than full catering and then running to Sam's Club for the extra vittles. Seems reasonable enough.
Works been slowly crawling by and Grendal is chugging through his class. He's talking in positive ways, referring to the railway job as if he already has it and he's gotten me to do the same thing. Positive thinking all around in that regard. Figured with that job I could cut back on my hours at work and focus on home stuff. I don't think I could actually function without a job, becoming nothing more than a bump on log in no time. Grendal has planned things out in regards to that. For the first year we save his paychecks as much as possible and then, with hope, purchase some property. There is a nice little blue house next to his parents' place that we've been eying and, with all the luck in the world, it should be vacant still and ready to purchase. Another year of living with his parents', and saving up some more, we should have enough money to tears down the existing house and hire someone to build something to our designs. Something akin to Tumbleweed Homes and all that. Energy efficient, a garden of our own, and a fenced in area for Yuko to run around without being leashed. And, if we can work things out, chickens but that has to do with possible zoning and laws.
In the meantime, though, I've been making myself sad by eyeballing acreage and farmland for sale on different sites. It's our big dream to move a little more north and homestead. Grendal doesn't think I have it in me but I know I do. Seriously, 10 years ago I would have been more than happy living in a city(not a big one). After being with Grendal and living in this township/village, I don't think I could move back to the area my parents are in. It's too crowded. And don't even get me started on Chicago(oh the smell).
When all is said and done, things look rather good. I have some rants in the back of my head about our current situation thanks to some people, but that will be saved for another possible post. Besides, I don't want to kill my good mood.
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
30 Days of Devotion: 21 & 22
Music that makes you think of this deity.
I don't remember how I stumbled across this and I had listened to the whole album. LOVE it and this thong really made me think of Odin. Don't know why, but yup.
A quote, a poem, or a piece of writing that you think this deity resonates strongly with.
Ooo, this is a hard one. I'm not much for poems and quotes, and pieces of writing are few and far between unless I'm reading a book. I am reading something right now, Fellowship of the Ring, but I don't know if I can throw a passage from that in here. I suppose I could, especially after saying that Gandalf reminds me of Odin in a way.
Um, how about "It is not our part to master all the tides of the world, but to do what is in us for the succor of those years wherein we are set, uprooting the evil in the fields that we know, so that those who live after may have clean earth to till. What weather they shall have is not ours to rule."
I don't know. XD If anything else strikes me, I will post it.
I don't remember how I stumbled across this and I had listened to the whole album. LOVE it and this thong really made me think of Odin. Don't know why, but yup.
A quote, a poem, or a piece of writing that you think this deity resonates strongly with.
Ooo, this is a hard one. I'm not much for poems and quotes, and pieces of writing are few and far between unless I'm reading a book. I am reading something right now, Fellowship of the Ring, but I don't know if I can throw a passage from that in here. I suppose I could, especially after saying that Gandalf reminds me of Odin in a way.
Um, how about "It is not our part to master all the tides of the world, but to do what is in us for the succor of those years wherein we are set, uprooting the evil in the fields that we know, so that those who live after may have clean earth to till. What weather they shall have is not ours to rule."
I don't know. XD If anything else strikes me, I will post it.
Sunday, February 24, 2013
30 Days of Devotion: 19& 20
What quality or qualities of this god do you most admire? What quality or qualities of them do you find the most troubling?
The qualities that I admire would be the ones in the vein of writing (I.E. Poetry, songs, novels) and wisdom. I'm always writing or thinking up stories, and knowledge and wisdom is something I strive for constantly. Just ways of bettering myself I suppose.
What I find troubling would be Odin's war aspect. Conflict is not my thing. I understand that it is a large part of Him but I try to bring the peace as much as possible. I mean, if there is conflict that I cannot avoid then I'll wade through it and weather any blows that come my way, but I don't search them out.
Art that reminds you of this deity.
There has been a bunch of pieces that remind me of Odin, ones that purposely do so and others that aren't supposed to. I mean, I look at Ian McKellen as Gandalf and see Odin more than anything else. Looking around the collected pieces over the years I suppose this one sticks out:
It is from an artist on Deviantart (LINK) and it's a wonderful piece. Love this to no end.
The qualities that I admire would be the ones in the vein of writing (I.E. Poetry, songs, novels) and wisdom. I'm always writing or thinking up stories, and knowledge and wisdom is something I strive for constantly. Just ways of bettering myself I suppose.
What I find troubling would be Odin's war aspect. Conflict is not my thing. I understand that it is a large part of Him but I try to bring the peace as much as possible. I mean, if there is conflict that I cannot avoid then I'll wade through it and weather any blows that come my way, but I don't search them out.
Art that reminds you of this deity.
There has been a bunch of pieces that remind me of Odin, ones that purposely do so and others that aren't supposed to. I mean, I look at Ian McKellen as Gandalf and see Odin more than anything else. Looking around the collected pieces over the years I suppose this one sticks out:
It is from an artist on Deviantart (LINK) and it's a wonderful piece. Love this to no end.
Friday, February 22, 2013
30 Days of Devotion: 17 & 18
How does this deity relate to other gods and other pantheons?
I believe Odin would mesh rather well. We have the Romans comparing him to Mercury, so those two could possibly do well together. Then there is the similarities between Odin and Lugus as well. I think any deity dealing with wisdom and magic could be on decent terms with the Allfather and vice versa. He could also work alongside the deities of war without an issue. Other than that I believe he could move amongst them with little problem, being a voice of wisdom in needed times. He seems more like the type just to wander and pop in when he decides to.
How does this deity stand in terms of gender and sexuality? (historical and/or UPG)
I mentioned this in a previous post, but the majority of people seem to pin Odin as being very misogynistic and he-manish. Very much a man's man. Me? When it comes to gender and sexuality I think Odin is very much relaxed with it. While I haven't seen any note of him laying with another man, he seems to have little if no reaction to Loki saying he is less then a man because he was taught 'woman's magic'(by Frigg). Odin has probably reached a point that both subjects mean little to him until, perhaps, he feels the urge to lay with someone. Gender wise, who know who that could be with.
I believe Odin would mesh rather well. We have the Romans comparing him to Mercury, so those two could possibly do well together. Then there is the similarities between Odin and Lugus as well. I think any deity dealing with wisdom and magic could be on decent terms with the Allfather and vice versa. He could also work alongside the deities of war without an issue. Other than that I believe he could move amongst them with little problem, being a voice of wisdom in needed times. He seems more like the type just to wander and pop in when he decides to.
How does this deity stand in terms of gender and sexuality? (historical and/or UPG)
I mentioned this in a previous post, but the majority of people seem to pin Odin as being very misogynistic and he-manish. Very much a man's man. Me? When it comes to gender and sexuality I think Odin is very much relaxed with it. While I haven't seen any note of him laying with another man, he seems to have little if no reaction to Loki saying he is less then a man because he was taught 'woman's magic'(by Frigg). Odin has probably reached a point that both subjects mean little to him until, perhaps, he feels the urge to lay with someone. Gender wise, who know who that could be with.
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
30 Days of Devotion: 15 & 16
Any mundane practices that are associated with this deity?
None that I know. I think one could argue that composing some form of written work or performing in a play could be a mundane practice for Odin. Honestly I don't know much about this. Not many people really set out how the worship a deity point by point, and it always seems like the one you want to know about isn't present.
So personally, it is the composing of written work. I write stories and if/when they are published, I will dedicate it to Odin in thanks.
How do you think this deity represents the values of their pantheon and cultural origins?
There are nine virtues which I think you could say are the values of the pantheon. Here is what I've been told:
I do think Odin represents these virtues, though some may argue. I suppose the only argument would be against Fidelity. There are stories of Odin laying with other people, his wife doing much of the same, but the two always come back to each other. Odin loves Frigg and vice versa. For me, I don't think I need to explain each point and how Odin represents them. I will if someone speaks up, but He speaks for himself.
None that I know. I think one could argue that composing some form of written work or performing in a play could be a mundane practice for Odin. Honestly I don't know much about this. Not many people really set out how the worship a deity point by point, and it always seems like the one you want to know about isn't present.
So personally, it is the composing of written work. I write stories and if/when they are published, I will dedicate it to Odin in thanks.
How do you think this deity represents the values of their pantheon and cultural origins?
There are nine virtues which I think you could say are the values of the pantheon. Here is what I've been told:
- Courage
- Truth
- Honour
- Fidelity
- Discipline
- Hospitality
- Self Reliance
- Industriousness
- Perseverance
I do think Odin represents these virtues, though some may argue. I suppose the only argument would be against Fidelity. There are stories of Odin laying with other people, his wife doing much of the same, but the two always come back to each other. Odin loves Frigg and vice versa. For me, I don't think I need to explain each point and how Odin represents them. I will if someone speaks up, but He speaks for himself.
Monday, February 18, 2013
30 Days of Devotion: Day 13 & 14
Hey now, don't judge me. I told you this week was going to be hectic. :P
What modern cultural issues are closest to this deity?
This is all my own personal feelings so this may different from what is out there. I think things like education is a big deal for Odin. He is a deity of wisdom and brought the runes, so knowledge is something near and dear to to him. The lack of good schools or omitting knowledge or even perpetuating misinformation about something would bother him.
War would be another major thing for Odin. While being a deity of battle, I do think that even he would tire of it and fighting over such menial things would be against what he strives for. He would know that war is an evil necessity( in some cases).
I'm trying to think of other issues that could be in Odin's sphere of effect. Perhaps the future of wolves, due to two companions. Maybe even keeping the wild horses roaming free and healthy due to his connection to Sleipnir. The state of schools in the world. Mead making, because, well, he brought us mead!
There are so many aspects to Odin that picking a few is seeming to be a little difficult.
Has worship of this deity changed in modern times?
I would have to say yes. The sacrificing of humans has stopped, as far as I know, and animal sacrifices have probably come to crawl but I do believe there are some that do so. Since I haven't found any notes of other ways of worship to Odin, I can only speculate after the sacrifices. We still sacrifice but not in the same way. We offer items to Odin and pledge to him, but probably in a different manner. Who truly knows?
What modern cultural issues are closest to this deity?
This is all my own personal feelings so this may different from what is out there. I think things like education is a big deal for Odin. He is a deity of wisdom and brought the runes, so knowledge is something near and dear to to him. The lack of good schools or omitting knowledge or even perpetuating misinformation about something would bother him.
War would be another major thing for Odin. While being a deity of battle, I do think that even he would tire of it and fighting over such menial things would be against what he strives for. He would know that war is an evil necessity( in some cases).
I'm trying to think of other issues that could be in Odin's sphere of effect. Perhaps the future of wolves, due to two companions. Maybe even keeping the wild horses roaming free and healthy due to his connection to Sleipnir. The state of schools in the world. Mead making, because, well, he brought us mead!
There are so many aspects to Odin that picking a few is seeming to be a little difficult.
Has worship of this deity changed in modern times?
I would have to say yes. The sacrificing of humans has stopped, as far as I know, and animal sacrifices have probably come to crawl but I do believe there are some that do so. Since I haven't found any notes of other ways of worship to Odin, I can only speculate after the sacrifices. We still sacrifice but not in the same way. We offer items to Odin and pledge to him, but probably in a different manner. Who truly knows?
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Did it again....30 Days of Devotion: 11& 12
I hope this isn't a habit but I do know my work schedule next week is a little hectic. :I On with the show, yes?
Day 11- Festivals, days, and times sacred to this deity.
Well, I do know that Wednesday was Wodansday, which made said day Odin's. He's not the only one with a specific day of the week but since I'm discussing him, I'll just stick with that. I'm not sure if anything special was done on this day in honor of Odin but I suppose in this day and age one could present offerings to him.
The only other thing I can think of in terms of days, festivals and what not is the Wild Hunt during Yule. Kids would leave their boots by the hearth filled with hay and sugar for Sleipnir and, in return, Odin would leave little gifts. Over time and with the changing of influencing religion, Odin morphed into our modern day Santa Clause and Sleipnir become a multitude of reindeer.
Day 12- Places associated with the deity and their worship
This one......this one seems hard to answer. All my searches uncover nothing on the idea of specific places for Odin. There are places with his name in the name but other than that there is no 'holy site' that I can dig up. I suppose one could argue that Odin's place is the battlefield, and I could argue that it could be in places of learning as well. In my opinion Odin's places are where ever you feel him most. He seems more like a wanderer these days and with many of the old Norse settlements gone and being discovered he needs a new place. Until something is brought to my attention to better answer this question, this is it.
Day 11- Festivals, days, and times sacred to this deity.
Well, I do know that Wednesday was Wodansday, which made said day Odin's. He's not the only one with a specific day of the week but since I'm discussing him, I'll just stick with that. I'm not sure if anything special was done on this day in honor of Odin but I suppose in this day and age one could present offerings to him.
The only other thing I can think of in terms of days, festivals and what not is the Wild Hunt during Yule. Kids would leave their boots by the hearth filled with hay and sugar for Sleipnir and, in return, Odin would leave little gifts. Over time and with the changing of influencing religion, Odin morphed into our modern day Santa Clause and Sleipnir become a multitude of reindeer.
Day 12- Places associated with the deity and their worship
This one......this one seems hard to answer. All my searches uncover nothing on the idea of specific places for Odin. There are places with his name in the name but other than that there is no 'holy site' that I can dig up. I suppose one could argue that Odin's place is the battlefield, and I could argue that it could be in places of learning as well. In my opinion Odin's places are where ever you feel him most. He seems more like a wanderer these days and with many of the old Norse settlements gone and being discovered he needs a new place. Until something is brought to my attention to better answer this question, this is it.
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Oops....30 Days of Devotion: 9 & 10
Well, that sucked. I was doing so well about posting every day. Anywho, time to continue!!
Day 9- Common Mistakes about this Deity.
This may just be my personal view/UPG but I think the big mistake or misconception about Odin is that he is misogynistic. I had never gotten that vibe from him at all. While he led a people that seemed very pro man, but had some very great views on women before converting, that doesn't appear to be the case. He expects the same from a man and woman, and won't baby one or the other. The Eddas and the other old stories have the same problem that the Bible does: it was written by human hands. The author(s) could put in what ever they wanted and we, many years later, don't have a clue.
Day 10- Offerings: Historical and UPG
The only historical offerings that I have noticed for Odin were that of sacrifice or killings in war. Sacrifices were usually either male slaves or male animals, which were hung from the branches of trees after said sacrifice. There are accounts of kings being sacrificed to Odin as well, but other than sacrificing I have yet to hear much.
Since I don't personally want to sacrifice men or animals of any gender, I have a tendency to put mead or other alcoholic drinks on the altar to him. I also light candles and incense. Some people put food out for Odin but I am iffy on doing that myself, mainly because in the Eddas he only consumes mead. All others are given to his wolves.
I will say I have thought about putting jewelry or personally made items out for him, but have yet to do so. I have also been thinking of something that I love dearly to 'sacrifice' in his name. What that would be, I don't know.
Day 9- Common Mistakes about this Deity.
This may just be my personal view/UPG but I think the big mistake or misconception about Odin is that he is misogynistic. I had never gotten that vibe from him at all. While he led a people that seemed very pro man, but had some very great views on women before converting, that doesn't appear to be the case. He expects the same from a man and woman, and won't baby one or the other. The Eddas and the other old stories have the same problem that the Bible does: it was written by human hands. The author(s) could put in what ever they wanted and we, many years later, don't have a clue.
Day 10- Offerings: Historical and UPG
The only historical offerings that I have noticed for Odin were that of sacrifice or killings in war. Sacrifices were usually either male slaves or male animals, which were hung from the branches of trees after said sacrifice. There are accounts of kings being sacrificed to Odin as well, but other than sacrificing I have yet to hear much.
Since I don't personally want to sacrifice men or animals of any gender, I have a tendency to put mead or other alcoholic drinks on the altar to him. I also light candles and incense. Some people put food out for Odin but I am iffy on doing that myself, mainly because in the Eddas he only consumes mead. All others are given to his wolves.
I will say I have thought about putting jewelry or personally made items out for him, but have yet to do so. I have also been thinking of something that I love dearly to 'sacrifice' in his name. What that would be, I don't know.
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
30 Days of Devotion: Day 8
Variations of this deity.
Ah, variations on Odin.
I know of Wodan, in old High Germanic, but I believe there is a similarity between the figures(if ANYONE reading this knows any different, please let me know. Knowledge is power!).
There is an odd coincidence between Odin and the Celtic god Lugus. They are both gods of intellect, wield spears, are accompanied by ravens, have control over poetry and magic. I remember seeing a picture of Lugus in a book that Grendal's mother owns and pointing out to Grendal how similar they looked. He noticed it right away as well. While they may not be the same deity, Lugus and Odin have strong parallels and is worth peeking at.
The Romans referred to Odin as Mercury in many of their texts, so you could say they are a variation of each other. Personally, though, I don't see it as such.
Other than those few, though, I am not sure on variations of Odin. Not much turns up for me. Hmmmm. If anyone can point me in the right direction for this information, please do!
Ah, variations on Odin.
I know of Wodan, in old High Germanic, but I believe there is a similarity between the figures(if ANYONE reading this knows any different, please let me know. Knowledge is power!).
There is an odd coincidence between Odin and the Celtic god Lugus. They are both gods of intellect, wield spears, are accompanied by ravens, have control over poetry and magic. I remember seeing a picture of Lugus in a book that Grendal's mother owns and pointing out to Grendal how similar they looked. He noticed it right away as well. While they may not be the same deity, Lugus and Odin have strong parallels and is worth peeking at.
The Romans referred to Odin as Mercury in many of their texts, so you could say they are a variation of each other. Personally, though, I don't see it as such.
Other than those few, though, I am not sure on variations of Odin. Not much turns up for me. Hmmmm. If anyone can point me in the right direction for this information, please do!
Monday, February 11, 2013
30 Days of Devotion: Day 7
Names and epithets.
I guess I should've looked ahead when I was creating my initial post for the 30 Days of Devotion. In my first post I covered a few of the MANY names of Odin but I have no problem posting them again.
The most familiar is obviously All Father. Odin is the deity 'in power' for the Norse and has brought much to the world as well as the gods, so referring to him as such seems rather logical.
Val-Father means father of the slain. With many of Odin's followers going into battle or raids, it is not too surprising this is a name for him. He welcomes the slain with open arms and those worthy join him in Valhalla.
Gangleri/Ganglari means the wanderer or traveler. Odin wanders the Nine Worlds in many of the tales, whether it is just to wander or on some personal mission it's up to him. But referring to him as a wanderer is supported by those stories.
I suppose in the realm of epithets I can draw out the names that refer to Odin, or things associated with Odin, in various kennings.
Odin's fire would be an allusion to a sword, while Odin's weather could be another phrase for battle or war. I've seen someone point out a phrase 'One-eyed dweller in Frigg's embrace' which is rather simple. Then you have Mim's friend, referring to Mimir.
Um, yeah. Can't think of much else. Looking at the list of names for Odin, it is rather extensive and some not so obvious as others. These few here and the others mention in my initial post seem rather straightforward and resonate with me. For others it may be different.
I guess I should've looked ahead when I was creating my initial post for the 30 Days of Devotion. In my first post I covered a few of the MANY names of Odin but I have no problem posting them again.
The most familiar is obviously All Father. Odin is the deity 'in power' for the Norse and has brought much to the world as well as the gods, so referring to him as such seems rather logical.
Val-Father means father of the slain. With many of Odin's followers going into battle or raids, it is not too surprising this is a name for him. He welcomes the slain with open arms and those worthy join him in Valhalla.
Gangleri/Ganglari means the wanderer or traveler. Odin wanders the Nine Worlds in many of the tales, whether it is just to wander or on some personal mission it's up to him. But referring to him as a wanderer is supported by those stories.
I suppose in the realm of epithets I can draw out the names that refer to Odin, or things associated with Odin, in various kennings.
Odin's fire would be an allusion to a sword, while Odin's weather could be another phrase for battle or war. I've seen someone point out a phrase 'One-eyed dweller in Frigg's embrace' which is rather simple. Then you have Mim's friend, referring to Mimir.
Um, yeah. Can't think of much else. Looking at the list of names for Odin, it is rather extensive and some not so obvious as others. These few here and the others mention in my initial post seem rather straightforward and resonate with me. For others it may be different.
Sunday, February 10, 2013
30 Days of Devotion: Day 6
Other related deities and entities related with this deity.
The biggest relation to another deity that Odin has would be to Loki. While only mentioned in two stanzas, it is said that Odin and Loki are blood-brothers and that Odin would not accept drink unless it was offered to Loki as well. This always stuck out to me, even before I fully dove into Asatru and Heathenism. Now as I wander through posts about the deities and see huge arguments over the exclusion or inclusion of Loki I wonder what others think of the relationship. Do these people disregard the bond the two have? Do people only see the bad Loki will do/has done? I will not deny that there is some negative things in the tales of Loki but he did much good. I think the reason why everyone is so upset with Loki is Baldr's death and the coming of Ragnarok. If it wasn't for Loki, none of it would have happened. In my mind, though, there is no positive without negative and vice-versa.
Then there is Mimir. He is the wisest of the Aesir and was given to the Vanir as a hostage during their war. Unfortunately he was beheaded and his head was returned to the Aesir. It was Odin who preserved Mimir's head and conversed with him. Mimir gave Odin his wisdom after the Allfather sacrificed his eye.
As for other entities, one could point to the Ravens of Odin, his wolves, Sleipnir, and even Fenrir, who will kill Odin during Ragnarok. While each of them play specific parts, for some reason I am not urged to describe them. Mimir and Loki are more prevalent on my mind. Perhaps I'll go into further details on these creatures at a later date.
The biggest relation to another deity that Odin has would be to Loki. While only mentioned in two stanzas, it is said that Odin and Loki are blood-brothers and that Odin would not accept drink unless it was offered to Loki as well. This always stuck out to me, even before I fully dove into Asatru and Heathenism. Now as I wander through posts about the deities and see huge arguments over the exclusion or inclusion of Loki I wonder what others think of the relationship. Do these people disregard the bond the two have? Do people only see the bad Loki will do/has done? I will not deny that there is some negative things in the tales of Loki but he did much good. I think the reason why everyone is so upset with Loki is Baldr's death and the coming of Ragnarok. If it wasn't for Loki, none of it would have happened. In my mind, though, there is no positive without negative and vice-versa.
Then there is Mimir. He is the wisest of the Aesir and was given to the Vanir as a hostage during their war. Unfortunately he was beheaded and his head was returned to the Aesir. It was Odin who preserved Mimir's head and conversed with him. Mimir gave Odin his wisdom after the Allfather sacrificed his eye.
As for other entities, one could point to the Ravens of Odin, his wolves, Sleipnir, and even Fenrir, who will kill Odin during Ragnarok. While each of them play specific parts, for some reason I am not urged to describe them. Mimir and Loki are more prevalent on my mind. Perhaps I'll go into further details on these creatures at a later date.
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